I don't know what to say

ok. . .right now,i'm in a really bi trouble and I dont want to share it here. .i just want to share some part of it. . .or,maybe not. . .urghh!!i dunno!!


fine. . it is like this. .actually2 days before i post this thing,i had some talk with miss N.F. .she said that everytime i have problem,i can share it with her. .so,during that night,i told her the prblems i'm facing right now,and bla bla bla. . .then,she asked me to do as what like she said. . then the call lasted for around 20minutes plus. . 
----> it will be longer if aidel don't come. . urghh!!


then,i ended the call. ..after that,aidel and i having some conversation about the problems both of us are facing. . it's not much . . .just enough to make us worried. .hahaha. . it's not much right.  .well,just let us and whoever involved in this thing know about it. . .


what am i'm doing right now??posting something nonsense here. . .maybe it is because i'm missing her so much right now. . .well,living as a single person for nearly 6 months is bad u know. . extremley bad. . extremely sucks. . .well,i told miss N.F that maybe we can get back together. . yeah,i know. . all of it it was my mistake. . .didnt believe in long distance relationship. .i also believe that long-distance-relationship-wont-work is a true fact u know. . well,i guessed this is the end of the story right. . she said that she is afraid that the past things will came again and she will be sad again. . .hurmm. . .well,i cant do much about it. . just let by gone,be by gone. .


i think i need to suit up!!hehe. . which means,i need to change. . before this i said to her that i want to be engaged with somebody at bintulu. .i dunno whether she understand it or not. .well,she is from bintulu la weii. .haha. . 


hurmm. . .


well,i'm really sorry because this post is not that nice and frankly to say,my life is quite miserable right now. .well,in the next post,i will share to u about DTE. . down to earth project. .


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